In response to Aditi Rao's 'what i want now'

I want to sit with you for the last time and gaze the moon silently while listening to 65daysofstatic. And then lie on the on the grass newly wet from the midnight dew and hold you a little so that my thoughts can be stopped from collapsing into a supernova which is about to become a black hole. For the mass of oblivion is million times greater than the volume of my brain. For capacity of my mind to sustain all this is shredding faster than light. I want to you to stop using astronomical metaphors. I want you to forget our plans about shifting to Iceland. I want you to stop tracing the patterns of Aurora Borealis. I want you to unsubscribe that Icelandic teaching YouTube channel. I want you to stop doing our escapism exercises, I want you to bring yourself back from the non-existent world of ours. I want you to start believing that I’ll be gone soon. But most importantly I just want to sit with you and gaze the moon and listen to 65daysofstatic.